December 2011
I’m alive!!!!!! I’ve been so so busy. SO BUSY. I’m happy though.
Dude you guys. I’m really just so happy. Although my living situation blows, just living here, in California, puts a smile on my face. I gotta be independent now, and do things on my own, but I think I’ll be okay. I’m cuddled up next to Bruce, a cute lil cuddly puppy dog stuffed animal Alexis bought me, and envisioning how great the enormous poster of Julian Casablancas is going...
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I kissed you and we were so cute and close and couple-y and we kissed so much and you’re so cute and we’re so cute and comfortable around each other and I can’t believe it all feels just like it did five months ago before I moved and I’m still crazy for you and you’re so damn cute and I’m sleepy and repetitive and exhausted and drained and I wish you were here...
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I’m so crazy busy. But I only have a few more things to do before I can try to get some rest. Then tomorrow morning, I’ll wake up bright and early, and head to the airport to catch my flight home back to California. It’s all so surreal. Still! All I know is tomorrow I’m flying, meeting with family, unpacking and cleaning, and somehow, making time to see Cristina and...
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Yesterday I spent the day with my bub. I don’t know why he’s not mine yet. I want him to be so so bad. I know that I was being unfair by teasing him and shying away from a lot of his kisses, mostly as payback for Friday night when I surprised him at work and got no affection whatsoever. But he’s so sneaky. We were lying in the grass at the park, he was facing up and I was facing...
I haven’t been on tumblr AT ALL since I’ve been back home. A lot has happened, and I’ve still got a lot to do. I’m really excited to live here again. I’ll never take my hometown for granted and I love California with all of my heart.
Anonymous asked: although you're sometimes self-conscious about some of your features, you're one of the prettiest females i know. and your personality only adds on to that.
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The flight was great. I saw the pacific ocean again, and it was beautiful, as always. The LA weather is gorgeous, I’d stay but I gotta get home to the people I love. Only an hour more.
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So. Exhausted. I’ve only got tomorrow left and I’m gone. Packing is so tiring, man. I’m sore and want a massage. But I’m so excited to go back home.
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Dirty, broke, beautiful, and free.: I cannot wait... →
youarentsafe:
I cannot wait for Clarissa to come home. I cannot wait for Clarissa to come home. I cannot wait for Clarissa to come home. Oh my goodness. To finally have someone at school whose company I actually enjoy. To sit and talk about everything with. How much we adore our boyfriends. How much we hate…
I love you so much, there’s only a few days left, hang in there.
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Today is Tuesday. Tomorrow is Wednesday. Then it will be Thursday. My flight home is on Friday.
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Productive day.
I un enrolled from Westbrook which was an awesome feeling once we were through. Got Starbucks with Momz and helped out with some errands. We sorted through jewelry and she found some broken gold pieces and I convinced her to go to one of those “cash for gold” places since she never has much spending money since she doesn’t work anymore. She got $500 which was awesome. We went...
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I swear I’m going to die of frustration and stress. This week is going to be some sort of hell. But at the same time, it’s going to be lovely? I don’t know. I just wish I got more cooperation from my family. Ahhhhhhhhh. All I want to do is go back, spend time with my friends on the weekend, then get down to work during the week. I don’t understand why I keep getting bitched...
I’m not going to feel bad when you end up with nothing because you’ve finally driven away everyone you love.
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liquid sovereignty: I love the security of knowing... →
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I love the security of knowing what things are and that they’ll be the same when I wake up in the morning. I don’t like not knowing where things are defined. I wish I wasn’t this way, where I need to know exactly what’s going to happen. Then I become so mad with this safety that I jump off a…
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Trying to converse with adults:
Me: Hi.
Adult: WHAT ARE YOU THINKING ABOUT DOING FOR COLLEGE HAVE YOU VISITED ANY SCHOOLS DO YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND DO YOU HAVE YOUR LICENSE DO YOU PLAY ANY SPORTS YOU SHOULD GET A JOB I HEAR GETTING A JOB IS A GOOD THING GOTTA LEARN THE VALUE OF THE DOLLAR EH WOT
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I don’t want to pack ever again for the rest of my life, holy fuck this shit is exhausting.
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